[ That is precisely why Shuanghua has a place in the meditation room, so those he trusts can study it - those who have free roam in his home. ]

I do. That has always been my desire and goal. Even when I had little else...I kept doing what I thought was helping others.

[ Except he'd been tricked, and he'd been blind to see it. He takes a breath and sets the guilt aside, taking comfort in the strong arms wrapped around him. ]

...I would love to ride an elk - I have never seen one before. But your memory of them makes me very curious.